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ANTI-AUTHORITY
To set ourselves free We must wipe out the authority
To Send the pigs away We pound them to hell and make them stay
We must wipe out the authority All autority must die
When your heads the target and my fists come fyling
No fucking radar is needed to find it
Shove your clubs up your fucking ass
and pin your badge in your fucking eye
We must wipe out the authority All autority must die
Drop your mask and keep your tongue
Show us who you really are
Go ahead and shout your gun
You fucking coward you know who you are
We must wipe out the authority All autority must die.
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FETUS KILLER
I killed you when you still were an embryo
In a fetal position I kicked and I kicked
at your mother until you oozed out in red
Your barer blead and then you were dead
You died before life I poisoned your womb
You never saw sight you never felt fear
No state of being you were never to be
Never heard sound Never got to breathe.
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I DIE MY DEATH
He sneaks up behind me crawling on his hands and his knees
Stalking he grips a knife in his hand
He's sneaky slithers like a snake below me
Stands up like a mountain beside me
Stabs me in the neck like lightning
I lye on the ground crying
bleeding He takes off running hysterically
No one is there to help around me just trees and the sky
While Im dying and crying like a hurricane storm I'll leave this life with
no child to be born, no child of my blood, no child of my kind.
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THE GUIDE
I've walked with you now for ages
together we've turnned many pages
A depth thats so deep its deafning
and now I'm totally mystified
I'll go into complete contemplation
see myself in some sort of vision
Fall into a deep concentration
The answer was before the question.
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THE BATTLE THE FIELDS
the year 3019
The greatest war of the third age
Gandor! Attacked by orcs
Fire pits are dug outside
Grond! Weilded by Trolls
Minas Tirith under control
The Great Gate finally destoyed
Behold The Lord of the Nazgul
With splendid sound of great horn
Riders of Rohan were coming strong
Morgul fought and Theoden was dead
But in return The Witch King slain
Gothmog! Took to comand
and the Haradrim on the elephants stand
but coming from the Vales of Anduin
Aragorn! and the enemys ruin
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JUNE BUG
Oh the buzzing there are millions of them
swarming all around me
At them with my pencil I stab'As I sit here wondering
Are there millions more out there!
Or does the ones I think
I killed come to life?
Dead ones everywhere
thier empty eyes so staring in relief, or anger?
Im so extremely frieghtened
Im much larger but they make me shiver
Little fat beety fuckers their so noisy
Like a goddamm train with wings
Im touched by one and far I jump
with a tangible uhh!
Why dont they leave me alone?!
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WHEN THE WAND STRIKES
When the wand strikes at random
You'll see flames from your candle
Someone has casted a spell upon you
cannot deciet you dont know who
When the wand strikes
Druid come here Druid begone
Druid with fear Druid alone
Now he commands the winds
as the seasons begin
Feeling all the magikal night
No one can reach his intellectual height
When the wand strikes
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BETTER SEEN THAN HEARD
Oh what a tangled web we weave
what is the future that we see
It gives me things I breath
It shows me the things I see
Oh what a tangled web we weave
The thoughts that we concieve
All the words that we read
They lead us to believe
I took it in to deep
I took it way to steep
Incinuate the move
The lessons that I prove
Its better seen than heard
Its always taking turns
It takes some time to learn
meaning beyond words
I had to eat when I couldnt eat
Sleep when I couldnt sleep
Smile when I couldnt smile
Ever since a child
always decieving me
Change what I believe
Deprived of what I need
Again I have to scream
I knew where i was at
Didnt know that i was there yet
I knew that i was fast
I didnt know what the catch is
I sware the world is flat
I shouldve known I wouldnt get this
I know I was a trap
Now Im crippled and skinless
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MOSS AND SHADOWS
I live in traumatic experinence
It is truely a force that can rip
sifting blindly with ignorance
A tight gripping grasp can slip
Profound in its dynamic dimension
Blazing with fury of opression
Unyeild in true lifes confession
Sane is no longer a weapon
Moss and Shadows
look for the thing that tells you to go forth
Moss and Shadows
look for the black that tells you when to turn back
Direction unfound in its path
ever affraid to look back
Lost in a field of mixed feelings
Forsaken with urges of wrath
A numbness in the knowledge of fearing
A courage so brave its deathly
Unknowing of the home of the healing
Senses which contain the unbearing
Moss and Shadows
look for the road that tells you to go forth
Moss and Shadows
break all the boundries that come to surround me
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MY WAY
I hit you in the face
you didnt see it my way
You should have heard them shout
You hear em cryin so load
You should've made the choice
To learn the truth from the noise
You should've stopped yourself
from being someone else
and now you hear me say
you finally see it my way
I heaved at your chest
You did your fucking best
To try to stand in my way
but there was to much pain
you try to tell yourself
that you are someone else
at the the very first glance
you see there is no chance
and you hear me say
you finally see it my way
With all the risks that I take
I never give it a break
With all the cautious steps
I never get any rest
with all the old grass gone
The new grows over the top
I never seem to know
Never now when to stop
and then you hear me say
You finally see it my way
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MACHETE
An octopus colliding flashes
Hazardous worse tha matches
The weeds and the trees
they all try to stop me
The leaves and the bees
spread out around me
If you see me run and hide
If you see me dont think twice
If you see me better get ready
If you see me beware of the machete
My adreneline locks rush
and I dont care much
about what happens next
Its only you I catch
My mouth says hey
Then I show in ways
That create your fear
and to all those who hear
Butchering the things around me
Horrenerous the sounds are frieghtning
As sharp as shark teeth light but strong
as bright as lightning in the sun
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ILLUSIONARY HALLUCINAGEN
No bdy posture suits me
Im not just fine
Im a week imitation of a spiral in time
finally Im fine Im a fragment in time
I am rhyme the wind is mine
Feeling the feel
Telling to tell
Healing the heal
and yelling the yell
Im sailing on the sea breeze
its hazy when you see me
My mind continues to wind
riding on the quatum waves
This aint just imagination
it goes beyond superstition
a new kind of sophistication
a facinating stimulation
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TO BE WITH YOU
To be with you, On Earths white sand, my night candle is now lit. The wind is still on this lonely beach I sit. Just to hear the oceans music I hear your melody
,and what it says to me. I look to the stars and see your story. I want to be touched by your flames. Burn me Im not to be blamed. I'll do everything so you can see.
To Be With You, You and only you. To Be With You, You and only you.
Everything I do to be with you. and now you know it sets my soul on fire to be with you
May the flame dance the magik at its will. Become a two flame candle romance in the night. The magik is calmed with a chance that we might.
Be together on the this earths sands our entire life.
Desire for your touch the flame stands still. Waiting for your blown kiss to flicker on its will. I want to be touched by your flames. Burn me Im not to be blamed.
I'll do everything so you can see.
To Be With You, You and only you. To Be With You, You and only you.
Everything I do to be with you. and now you know it sets my soul on fire to be with you
To be with you
To be with and only you is what i dream
To be with you holding hands thru time.
To Be with you on this earths' sands our entire life
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ANOTHER NIGHT IN BAGHDAD
Im crawling in chemical rain
My body is absorbing vapors like sponge
oxygen is causing me pain
I will die in minutes
I feel my blistering lungs
Help me im suffacating
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SOULOLOGY
Your soul is tripping, tripping balls
kiss me all the way to my bones
I like the way music talks to me
All friends of me Soulology
Your soul is trippn, tripping balls
The sun always has way with me
like trippn in stone age
Trippn balls
All friends of me Soulology
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THE BARDO
Yesterday has been and gone
and tomorrow has come and went
and here i am
Stuck in the bardo
Im walking through
a dimensional door
My hearing splatters
My eyes shatter
Stuck in the bardo
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OPPOSING COMPARISION
He said whats that your saying
I said im just praying
He said amphibias blasphemis
I said scanalist handle this
He said sorrow is borrowed
I said wait till tomorrow
He said whats up man
I said you dont understand
He said black is white
I said up is down
He said left is right
I said in is out
He said your right
I said that all night
He asked me what im about
I just let it all out
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THE URAK HAI
Hungry thirsty for blood
Hunting for the things I love
Darkness ahead of me
and darkness I've left behind
Mountains surrounding me
Screams of the terrified
Evil drives my hate
Death holds all fate
Come into my world and see my claws
Come into my world see my jaws
Come into my world see my eyes
No one really knows where I go when I die
It's time for you to die
The Urak Hai
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SUNKEN SOUL
Im no longer feeling any pain
addicted to the shit again
having to do with the fluid in my brain
this claim to the game
that had brought me to the shit that I feel
A numbness grows in my heart
The world is flat
Hypnosios hits my attraction then Im grabbed
I think of the things that talk in the back of my head
sliding slicky creating the dread in my bed
Sunken Soul
Prematic dream leading to suicide
finding new ways to make this feeling subside
In my mind I cant find I cant find my mind
I try and I try I try I try I try
A numbness grows in my heart
The world is flat
Hypnosios hits my attraction then Im grabbed
I think of the thing that talks in the back of my head
sliding slicky creating the dread in my bed
Sunken Soul
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DEAD TO THE WORLD
I love my child and I love my wife
but I hate me and I hate my life
sometimes I cant think why I try
Its my fault and I was wrong
and I was weak and I should've been strong
all the help from you was gone
and you were the one faking playing 2 facing
You were lying caniving back sliding
It hurts so deep that I cant sleep
I cant think and I cant drink
I ve decided its time to leave
And when Im gone The world can go
Theres no fear and theres no hope
For what Ive waited so fucking long
So Ive been praying saving contemplating
You were lying caniving back sliding
Its been so long since I felt good
I guess I should'nt but maybe I should
I guess I should get what I deserve
Maybe your wrong maybe your right
but I dont have the strength to fight
and im still just wondering why
Your were faking playing 2 facing
You were lying back sliding
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HANDS ON YOU FIRST
Let me tell ya bout this fella with this bump on his head
Let me tell ya what he said just before he was dead
He told me to come and get it
and I heard so I did
He seen that I was comin
so he ran and then he cried
What a piece of shit
What am I dealing with
Let me get my hands on you first
put him under the fucking earth(dirt)
Right now underground
Keep ya where you'll never be found
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WHY CRY
I've got some rockets in my pockets
you cant stop this hide and watch me
You cant save me, only blame me
Live to hate me Love to hate me
Make me crazy never hear me
Live to die and burn to die
and I cry Why
Every moment every second
Evry left turn every right turn
Dont know where you started from yet
Every evening every hour
Every morning every flower
All the places that I wonder
I cry and why
Now that you are gone the pain has gone too
The memory has stayed but it will leave soon
You look like a muppet
A brain like a puppet
You want it come and get it
Stumbling mummbling fumbling crumbling
Im doubling juggling rumbling
But when I rest I never think of you
Why Cry
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REALIZE
A paranormal event which occured at birth
The universal funnel that threw me on earth
The time travelling tunnel which way do i turn
Im a tiny living organizm
Im always surfing on the planet prism
Im scalling walls of human source
The force of a universal corpse
Then I realize
realize I was dreaming and I get high
Get high and I realize that I just died
I'm screaming and I'm yelling
I dont want to die
wake up start it over then I realize
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FACES IN THE FIREPLACE
In the flames on the wood through the bleak there are faces in the fireplace
I see one face this very hour this face is dull to it's very percing sight
another face another face maybe this hour not any the same each individual unique
Somebody listen to me there faces in the fire place
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CARDINAL BREATH
I never new how compassionate this could be
like, dolphins leaping and establishing genesis
thankful of the deliverence of what I possess
Mat its charter animate and remain unbroken
I know your faces, can not forget those dynamic days
My deep eyed mercy is looking to regard and outwiegh
I was a ninny walked by paths and crooked ways
I thought of myself loving and singing
with no questions in mind, only a smile to say
There are no croosroads, you need to know I need you
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ORANGE AND BLACK HOLIDAY
Pumpkins in the windows, Autumn Leaves
Goblins And Ghosts. Holloween
It's an orange and black holiday
when the children dress to play
Widows in the windows, witches on broom sticks
black cats across your paths, black magic
It's an orange and black holiday
when the children dress to play
Boys and girls in the streets
haunted houses, trick or treat
It's an orange and black holiday
when the children dress to play
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THE YET BECOMES YOURS
After living the story called life
I'm sleeping like a dream
I'm searching for a mirror
Will I see my soul or my last reincarnated figure?
My cosmic cousins visit me here
and one day they will appear out there
When I'm awake I hear this ringing in my ears
and these words came to my head
The yet becomes yours
It's funny , out there she says my love dream about me
and in here it's like lover remember me
Signals
The past seems present
The future seems familar
There's one thing I have to say is
the yet it's not similar
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THE FIRST DAY OF RAIN
The First Day of Rain
The garden was full of sorrow
Songbirds and unusual winds whistled a rhyme
Clouds caused to appear and cast down darkness
For this was the first day the sun didn't shine
The serpent moonstruck the night before and sin shall be with man forevermore
Our Lord shouts and screams, his tears fall from heaven and spring the streams
Man shall live upon the soil, work his hands as black as oil
Women who bear children shall have intense pain
For this was the Lord's punishment
For this was the first day of rain
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WHITE ELF
Help I've dropped below
I'm slugged, I need some help
The degree is slow
The touch of the white elf
Runaway to a warm place
Runaway to that warm embrace
My legs draw weak, it stings
My blood begins to freeze
The pain of the white elf
is chasing me
winds blow hard
snow tornadoes at large
The pain of the White Elf
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OPERATION WHITE HOUSE
Running soldiers and running faith
Storman Norman is scared to death
They chased him down they took his head
he lead us once but know he's dead
all around the White House
demons climbing, crawling in and out
Fire is burning from bottom to top
goul are gouging, they will not stop
Operation White House
Operation White House
Operation White House
Why dont you come to my house?
Retreat is upon the president
There is no more faith in Mr. Clintons' head
his wife has been killed and raped
All of his love has now turned to hate
Operation White House
Operation White House
Operation White House
Why dont you come to my house?
Operation White House
Operation White House
Operation White House
Why dont you come to my house?
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AN OLD DAY OF A LIVE NIGHT
I've fallen into a question of cause
I've fallen in love
I hate waking the spirit in sleep
missing the event of a kiss
I hear the breath of the past
I feel it in the breeze
Knowing no stategies
it passes through the trees
The moon is my friend
The night sky was meant for me
I love to whistle to
the thin clouds in the breeze
When I'm with you
I drift into another light
I can see far, faraway
into this live night
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COMMON LAW
The story always goes like this
They come at me clinching thier fists
But the thing they dont know about me
The risk is always more than what it seems
It isn't in the way you approach me
or the way that you walk
It isn't in the name that you give me
or the way you talk
It's Law It's Law Common Law
I see them and I see in thier eyes
They come at me with all of their might
The thing that they dont realize
is that I'm always ready to fight
It doesnt matter if you scare me
or if I feel safe
It doesnt matter if its important
or who's to blame
It's Law It's Law Common Law
So when you speak to me, speak to me clearly
I want to be sure that I hear you
When you preach to me, preach to me freely
Cause here's the thing I'm trying to tell you
I don't want you to go to far
or dig to deep
I don't want to know who you are
just remember one thing
It's Law It's Law Common Law
Should'ves, would'ves, could'ves and cant's
They mean you shouldn't take that chance
But with the double dealing mayhem at work
The trouble always seems to expand
Imtimidation won't always work
nor the way that you walk
Forget about wishful thinking
or the way that you talk
It's Law It's Law Commom Law
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THE OTHER REALITY
I'm raking leaves, combing the earths' hair
What's in the sea? Is there something down there?
Can I really see the future? Can I be blind for loving nature?
See the alien ride the dolphin. Watch the dolphin guide the alien.
I combed mothers' hair. I hope she looks good for you
We're not to prepared. Maybe we're scared of you
Take away our fear. Make it disapear.
Make us believe. Come down like leaves.
See the alien ride the dolphin. Watch the dolphin guide the alien.
The Other Reality
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SNAKE RIVER
It's a glimpse of a land out of a fairytale
An old world perserved for our eyes, which will not bale.
Glowing green grass, blazing blue water to journey pass.
Its ever once seen Snake River it's an alas.
The ones close to me, I desire to explore them to her.
Only she's so way, away , one day, for now I'll use her.
Snake River, I'll remember for a peace of mind
Snake river, dont want to forget for the glimpse is mine.
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WITCH CRAFT
From hot wheels, Sant Claus, army men, and baseball cards.
To witch craft, crystal balls, quija boards, and tarot cards.
As the winds blow I will rock
Until the bow breaks I wont stop
From candy, teddy bears, puppy love, and barbie dolls.
To idols, medicine, seances, and voodoo dolls.
From toy guns, comic books, dinosaurs, and wishing wells.
To broom sticks, magic books, horoscopes, and casting spells.
Like a bird I will fly until burn I wont die.
Witch Craft Bewitched
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ONE CHASE ALL CHASE
Bubble gum bubble gum in a dish
how many pieces do you wish?
Seven 123456
Not because your dirty Not because your clean
It's just because its written in Revalations 13
Black Roses Black roses in the garden of death
How many do you pick?
Seven 123456
Not because your dirty Not because your clean
It's just because its written in Revalations 13
Mickey Mouse built a house
How many bricks did he lay?
Seven 123456
Not because your dirty Not because your clean
It's just because its written in Revalations 13
wishes roses and bricks
six thousnad three score and six
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NATURES' KISS
I had a conversation with a bird,
and her words were not of happiness.
I knew she was speaking for her kind.
The ones who search for a new place to nest.
I only spoke for myself, because
Im embarrassed of my kind.
Could've heard and felt what the birds went through,
a few things might be fine.
After experiencing and writing this
I'am wondering if I'm the only person
who had a conversation with nature and loved its kiss
lalalalala Natures' Kiss
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DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT
Nature is our religion
we worship we hug a tree
The future is unpleasent we fortell
We need green peace
Bring us back to the past
to the green, green grass
Lets go back to being happy
Lets go dancing naked in the moonlight
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PLANETS OF PEACE
Somewhere in the galaxy
there's a place for a new alpha
with a blue print of the stars
I can build my houses
I'll build them not to close
to my sun and not to far
I want every eye in the telescopes
to see my silent star
I'am creating worlds of wonder
so I can make it thunder
No man will call them home
only beauty will grow
Planets of animals and flowers
Planets of peace
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THE TEAR COLLECTOR
Does the term of existence bring you down?
well that its gravitational pull
We are prisoners in the dungeon of reality
the whole world is full
But I know a man that can loosen those chains
All you have to do is believe in his name
They call him the Tear Collector
You have heard of many gods so you must be lost
I know you have only heard of one devil
and you know the cost
I know a man who can loosen the chains
All you have to do is believe in his name
They call him the Tear Collector
He's there to hear you and there to hold you
He's there to love you and there to know you
and all the tears you cry he will never ask you why.
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QUESTION
There's a story to be told
I await
It's a mistake, the one who sees us
see us ache
Sin didnt begin in the garden of eden
remember the angels that fell from heaven
In the begining that's my question
Nor in heaven or my soul will rest
until the truth is confessed
I await
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I'M IN LOVE WITH A NUN
My Dear please dont suffer
she has so much to offer
I'll do time in hell just to set her free
I'm unchristian enough to make her unholy
I'm in love with a nun
Mary Catherine
We're going to get handfasted
You can call it a black wedding
Ly down your rosary, and be my wife
Lay down your bible,and give me your life
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STAGE FRIGHT
I dont want to go out there
But here I come
Catterpillers crawl inside me
and it doesnt tickle
Chrysalises are splitting inside me
and it's quite painful
Butterflies are fying inside me
and it is'nt delightful
My skin is crawling
I blame you all for this pain
It's a bit frightning
but I'am brave
The cats got my tongue
and it wont let go
and it doesn't tickle
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SAVAGES
I'm in love but in love with no one
this is the perfect place to go insane
He says that its lonliness I say
the world is to blame
We are the world
The savages to be blamed
We are not the earth
She is the one to be loved
and not to be shamed
I have no pillow to comfort me
I sleep in whats left of the woods
I try to remain in harmony
and peace is a harmony
we all need to sing to
I'm in love
I'm in love with what's left of the woods
Do not lust her do not
practice
Do not touch the green
for I will have you
Were coming down speaking for the earth
We are her and you are a savage
I maybe flesh and blood but you are a savage
a termite savage a human termite
check it out
look around you
buildings it hurts
god Damm cars
its killing you
your killing yourself\you fucking fool
You fucking mother fucking fool
and your a fucking savage
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SO BY HIS BLOOD SO BY HIS NAME
I have my mom and dads blood
thier lust made my mix
My heart is week my system is shit
I need a transfusion I need a fix
Lay me back for the best
carve the Gods name upon my chest
Pump his blood into my viens
So by his blood so by his name
I'am loved I'am saved
So by his blood so by his name
I'll lick the juice
I'll lick the flames
So by his blood so by his name
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GROUND ZERO
An inevitable thing crawling underneath
Terrorizing all that we make
It fills in the cracks with which it creates
with rubble from crumble made by its waves
The ground will shift and change
place and rearrange
Opening new doors to see more and more
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RETURN TO THE FOREST
There's such a perfection to know love
A fullfillment to return to the forest
Innocence is being above
A return to the forest
If you wish then become
Dont be ashamed
Share your virginity
with the wind and the rain
Let your innocence be free
to any thought that you desire
and that will be your outer reality
but remember you are the only power
Surrender to the wind and the rain
and return to the forest
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BURNING IN ZEST
I'am aware of my being in control
with a deep breath every fear acts now
In God and hope I'am involved
joining on keepsake I've fallen low
I know the meaning
and nothing will oppose
I will perish and qauntize
but have no rest
Because I'am so taste the tears
Only I understand my own vows
Can't you see
We are burning in zest
I'am laughing, laughing, and laughing
deep down inside second helpings are funny
The only value is just a being
The only value a being has is word
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PORTABLE PLAYHOUSE
In fear and silence
only to preserve
In lust and loudness
only to leave the earth
I'am not against it
I'am not for it
When it stops to exist
It itself stops to exist
Because it's more likely to die in a nearby town
Will you fly with me
come inside
In my unidentified
Portable Playhouse
I'am souled now
I was souled then
It's a revolution
A question of conception
Because it's more likely I'll die in a nearby town
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IRON/STONE
I'm riding real smoothly
across the lightning sky
Silently tearing a wound in my mind
a pretty boy gone ugly
have nothing to hide
Sometimes I want to say fuck it
Sometimes I want to die
Knowing it lonely, trying to see why
Feeling it stronger, an echo inside
wasting my time, losing my mind
Remembering dreams
causing me to scream
Thinking in circles wished it go away
A star that is shooting traveling in space
This day is old My heart is so cold
Voices im my head history is dead
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PREHISTORIC 1999
Today we bow our heads to the land
for the redness is in the sky
The earth is shaking the history of life
Invaded space and the planet dies
Species upon species wasted away
forever gone endless decay
Mountians bleed as the seas are boiling
Old land falling with new land arising
The sun is a step closer
a shortened ozone layer
The evolution is calling
with or without a prayer
Prehistoric 1999
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LIFE AS A GERBIL
I was eating from the tube
like the same thing everyday
I did this food process just before I'd play
I ran through the gravel
slid around this big glass wall
that wall I kept climbing
get halfway then I'd fall
I watch everyone one look at me
from the other world
The place I could'nt climb to
The place I never understood
Now I play on my wheel
I spin round and round
over and under up and down
On this day that I was spinning
I would not complete the circular motion
underneath my feet
On the second rotation I died
coming down
I was still hanging on
The wheel goes round and round
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BEAUTY SOON DISMISSED
We're a millimeter of the universe
We are so small yet we think we are so big
Not realizing we are simply one leaf
that falls from a tree
It falls on trickling clear water
That looks a mirror of glass
and floats slowly across
forming a beautiful path
and the wind blows
blows the future closer and closer
whirling around litter
From our unkindly cultures
I look up and I see hills
Hills of great green grass
from our proudful mother
All covered by a cumulas sky
I take a deep inhaling breath
of candid fresh air
I do it know because it wont long be here
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I FEEL THE SAME AS YESTERDAY
Today, I feel the same as yesterday
you're ugly when you smile
you're ugly when you dont smile
you're ugly when asleep
you're ugly when your awake
You have mucus in the corners of you mouth
I want to stick your eyes with tooth picks
and poke them both out
You're worth as much as an aphid
no comprehension
You're sick for your word
You say your going to live forever
worry whenever
I say people die
and they do it all the time
How many times are you told?
How many times are you told?
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CAN I BE YOUR CHIMERA?
Can I be your vision?
Can I be your scariest dream?
Can I be your karma?
Can I be your Chimera?
I ride on spiders that crawl in the corners
I work inside seashells I make the sound of water
I play in distant outerspace and use planets as marbles
I slip in and out of unconcious doors to plan
unkown things for tomorrow
I'am visions that your minds can see
Try to expand and explain the visions of me
I can be big or small anywhere and anything at all
I'am no clone as I have no clone
and I'm very motile
I'am fortold and I have memmories
and I'am in between
Whether I'm alive or
whether I'm dead
You will always see me
You can burn your flesh away
and on your bone you will find me
My, vomerine teeth smile
at you as my eye winks
There's more dreadful things that I can be
My footprints can be on the pages of your diary
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MONITORED
Let me plant this in your machinating heads
We are being watched
We are being heard
All of our thoughts are being monitored
The eyes of God are keen
The violation of his laws shine oh so vividly
So remember we are co stars, sinners in a improvised movie
Picture this through the powers of your mind
God and all his Angels
sitting, eating popcorn
and watching every thing occure
When we are acting, sinning, and dying,
not knowing we are being monitored
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IN THE ASYLUM OF THE GODS
The soul, if it exists,
can you tell me what color it is?
What goes on in the asylum of the gods?
Death is the way of flesh, so why our we so predjudice?
Is war asport in the asylum of the gods?
My brother is now in Saudi Arabia holding a gun
and waiting for words to kill
a man he does'nt know
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KNOCK'EM DOWN'N UP
You cry wolf with a face of fear
Pray prey for the devil himself is coming near
You cry rape with a face of tears
Pray prey for your saviour to answer your prayers
The guilt is coming down on you
like a bat out of hell
in know time to break you
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OUT OF DUST INTO ASHES
The seconds on the clock are ticking away
will tomorrow become a yesterday?
We can not sleep
We are sheep without a sheperd
We're in the grounds of the leoperd
It's new years eve 1999
at midnight its the end of time?
Out of dust into ashes
will the world come to an end?
Expire with fire
Will the world come to an end?
Time's to fast, age has us into
Life's to short. Death cuts us into
Sing this song it has to be sung
it has to be sung in every tongue
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NIGHT TIME BLINDNESS
Dreaming of heaven
Love and paradise
Christianity must be really nice
knowing the Lord is saving your life
But, in the dark
the light shall not be
Thou shall not see
Night time blindness is eternity
From sin to sin
again and again
The begining to the end
I see nothing but my ears are open
But, in the dark
the light shall not be
Thou shall not see
Night time blindness is eternity
Swiming in sin sinking like a rock
The key to heaven is believing
but i'm locked in the dark
the light shall not be
Thou shall not see
Night time blindness is eternity
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THESE WORDS
At this present moment
my lips slightly open
to say I
Then my tongue touches
the top of my mouth
and falls back
to say love, and finally
my lips whisper the word you
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ANOTHER NIGHT IN BAGHDAD (DEJA-VU)
I'am crawling in chemical rain
My body is absorbing vapors like a sponge
Oxygen is causing me pain
I will die in minutes
I feel my blistering lings
Help me , Im suffacating
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BENEATH MY SKIN
Little creepy crawly creatures
sooth my arthritis
slime and multiple eyes
I make love to at night
Dont be afraid slugs of creep
travel about my inside
and let me feel the slick
little movements on my marrow
You can leave anytime you want
through my nostrils or my mouth
but if your roaming about
in my intsetine
I may force you out
through my rectum
by accident of course
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HIDDEN DRAGONS
He's inside the house
Look under your rug he's crawling
the diffusion the gradual spreading
of its anger and its stress
the emotion of pessivence
and the strength to endure
and possesses any will
Now be watchful of your present
enviornment ,and with it right under there noses
they just burrow along content
there is one in every crowd
He knows who knows who's there
they communicate without a sound
And then your face to face with life or fate
Become one of ten and
you'll become a way to behave
doing like many in a army
but under the rug just the same
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BENJAMIN
Flying a kite
harder than it seems
you could fall down
you may drop your string
It would fly high
into the clouds
and it wouldn't come down
It would fly high
into the big blue sky
and it wouldn't come down
Wipe that smile off your face
little Benjamin
you can get another kite someday, maybe
if Daddy lets you,
someday
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FIRE FLY
Living breathing fire breathes
Living breathing fire breeds
Rising up into the sky
Living breathing firefly
Waving weaving side to side
On and on the fires rise
as the the paths in which it lies
taking with it all our lives
Ripping, tearing, burning flesh
From our bone
Crispy churning charcoal turning
crackled popping fires dropping
blistered blazing emenating
configurating combustion kindled
domestic hearth extinguished earth
a fiery pain of raging scorch
vehement heart fiery flash
vehement burst smouldering ash
Ripping, tearing, burning flesh
From our bone
Firefly
Wires fry
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TURBOA
Upon a time running with the scarecrows
Someone scored a bag of Jesse James from St. Joe
I fell in low that was miles ago
Now I travel time spinning my wheels in turbo
I have a story about a crazy ass snake
Its ass come close to becoming gray flakes
That fuckin snake jumped ten foot out of the fire
I tried to kill it but he too is a sire
You have to know
I have to show you
Lift, by the impulse of rhyme
You have to know
I have to show you
Lift, this side of the time
I'am inside before the touch of warmth
Tuned before frost I'am evolution and youth
I'm your son key vespers a massage mouth
I'am turned away from your ricocheted death
You have to know
I have to show you
Lift, by the impulse of rhyme
You have to know
I have to show you
Lift, this side of the time
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THE SUN SPILT
The sun spilt in a nightmare
like dream or vision
I could see hear and listen
to the sparking dripping and spilling sun
My cousin there knelt down in prayer
In aw I look on thinking of home
and gave one last stare
Said it's time to go
We knew the sun spilt
Darkness fell here and home
running fast growing cold
Childrens' youthful eyes
awoke in morning light
This dream in point in time
turning forward turning fright
Seamed so real
my touch had felt the breath of life in prayer
Seamed so real
my eyes had seen infer the cold and the bearer
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KNOCK'EM DOWN'N UP AGAIN
The echoes of your screams can still be heard
here and in the distance richocheing faraway
Your bones still lie where you have died
The wind has blown your flesh away
Scream again mother
lava errupts like sin
He's here to knock em down and up again
To spread his species from here to mars
Earth sucks you down and gravity is farce
Sharp and quick jaws he naws you raw
You've seen what you saw You know his law
Little infant evil with no ma
and they call the devil grandpa
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COLORING BOOKS
I'am glad I have mothers' coloring books
I want to color a picture of a flower
Mother says they were the earths' children
and now there are only artificial ones
I want to color a picture that says some thing
I want to color a picture that says murder
I want to color a picture of a animal
Mother says they were the earths' gaurdians
and now there are only artificial ones
I want to color a picture that says some thing
I want to color a picture that says murder
Oh what is a flower? I never got to smell one
Oh what is an animal? I never got to touch one
I only have eight crayons in my hand
to mix mistakes and madness and make them blend
and to paint a picture of what I really miss
a picture of beauty which no longer exists
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ALL IS FLUX
A clear picture of a mirrors image
in the pupil is what the eye gives
In the diolations practice your focus
find the holograms hocus pocus
Invisible people in societys nature
bi lingaul creatures in community structure
an eveolutionary cosmic selection
The growing process of a quatum connection
Oscillations, the vibrations in brains
specific thoughts collapse the function in waves
various states of our relative strengths
The big bang starts all over again
Deconstructive postmodern rejection
objects the view of the dynamic conception
Emergent patterns born through multiplication
Indeterminate of situations
Percieving is to actualize
whats really real is in disguise
potential things always in our lives
conclusions always infinitly arrive
All is Flux
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A NEW TRANSFORMATION
23 + 23 =46 it's a universal cosmic mix
Enjoying love to become one
with many days of the moon and sun
I have found so much, nothing less
oh, there is pleasure in our sex
I feel myself in you, playing a part in your womb
A new soul is being born from Gods ' lightning storm
Now is now and there's no tomorrow
may our reflections mend our sorrow
You are like electricity
a giver of power and energy
We will be saviors in many revelations
Three souls in life creation
Three souls in transformation
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THE GHOST OF EDGAR ALLAN POE
It was the happiest day , It was the happiest hour
Everything was sweet, Nothing was sour
But today his spirit wont remain still
His soul searches for another life to fill
It is a dream within a dream
in all that we see or seem
Do you believe in ghosts?
Do you believe in Poe?
There's no special haunting place
Through a Ouija board we communicate
Would you like to see a ghost?
Would you like to see Poe?
Walk backwards twelve times around his grave,
then call him by his name
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BIKER CHICS
Hunting the Fox, is the Fox Hunting me?
They're in the streets popping wheelys
Shes got to take it deep
Saddle on the seat
Keep my Motor on
I'm miles in to be as far from home
Lurky witchy eyes
the stars go by
universal ride
rhythym in the skys
Keep my motor on
I'm miles in
Biker Chics keep your motor on
Respecting the rock
the rock is to roll
We're in the meet
She's really speedy
She's taking in deep
Handle the heat
Keep my Motor on
I'm miles in to be as far from home
Lurky witchy eyes
the stars go by
universal ride
rhythym in the skys
Keep my motor on
I'm miles in
Biker Chics keep your motor on
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INPATH
Bleeding for me?
Can I heal for you?
I can not, therefore,
you will bleed to death
Stop your screaming
You imbesile
No one wants to help you, so
let the good lord let you die
You are sessile
to the dorsal of man
Unwantful in madness
just set back and
watch it like a lucid dream
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FALLING INTO AUTUMN
Where are you Queen of space?
We need you father of time!
We are falling
Natures' chills are in the air
Naked trees are everywhere
Look to the birds flying south
Taste the frost in your mouth
The leaves fall, autumn calls
watch them sway and pause
For beliefs people die
Freeze me in the blood of Christ
Evil is maturing
Icy death isnt far of
Our colors are changing, and
the ground is'nt getting soft
From space it is blue.
Farther down it turns brown
and deeper there is love
The glow inside you
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THE DOOR WE ALL ENTER
Lets scope out what's inside ourselves
In what no one has besides yourself
Let's not be concealed to argue
Look into the world that shines behind you
As I walk thru these concrete webs
I wonder what's inside the heads inside my head
From love comes spring
Hold knowledge until winter
I have seen the door
we all enter
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AUGUST MOON
As the sun shines throught the day
what part in life do I play?
at any second a second may count
walk steady, smile, and bow
Drian my rivers dry
as my spirit spins in time
Your love was warm wind
My bones, now, can not chime
Autumn is in the air
during this autumn moon
For the first time
sorrow reckonized tomorrow
soon really means soon
I can't keep my head out of the sky
Tell me,,well me I'am here
I have the seas in my eyes,
soon it will be clear
I have autumn brown bones
tell ya,, well ya have a choice
My smile sings a song alone,
and that gave me a voice
Deep in her eyes
There is peace in her skys
although she suffers too
I sleep in the night
There is dreams in my life
just because of you
I'am no longer scared
and you know why
In what life gave to fear
I shall not cry
Mother of mother
I know your love
I'am another who'll never forget
I'am a father a giver of love
One is another~another beget
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D6 MY EYES ACCELERANDO
My childhood dreams , malevent
I've seen demons on the roof
They barked all night in my head
I've heard the wind chasing the dead
My youth, my eyes accelerando
My life, my eyes accelerando
I was in the hands of my guide
I've jumped three times out my window,
out my window, out the window, and never died
My youth, my eyes accelerando
My life, my eyes accelerando
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SPLIT DIFFERENCE
Shes's edible
consume her before she decays
It will settle you
You need to know what you betray
She is peace She is love
She's there for you
Divulge, indulge
enlighten the dispute
Split the difference
your heart collects
Demand yourself
to divide and respect
As our lifes fall hopes fade
like our illusion hidden in shade
As the sun sleeps affections grow cold
Frozen in dream
destinies secrets told
My service is split difference.
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WITCH HUNT
For people and earth to get along
We were hunted down then we were hung
burned us to a staked
that's what they did
Tracked us down hard
Fed us with disgrace with the witch hunt
Poverty and medicine is all that we had
We talked with the spirits, accompanied with the dead
Rational private practice
Some good some bad
They stereo typed us both
and that's what thay have planned
to conduct a witch hunt
and put us all to death and put us all to death
I'm a witch
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INSTINCTIVE SORROW
This is a disease of which no one can prevent
No cells, no physicians
For even a doctor can come down with this
sorrow, exortion, feeling of sorrow
with the rational mind
Only he who falls and can not get up
will not be able to stay in touch with the eqaution of the human instinct
and the natural abillities to think
when one can get up
and start again
He will do thrice of
what he did then
with Instinctive Sorrow
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SUN BURN
Burnt flesh, cherry skin
Hot cells, scorching thick
Red tissues creeps and crawls
Lotion is over all
Intense , immense pain
Broiled eggs in my brain
stir fry our my eyes
hair frayed from where they laid
dead mucus on my tongue
White skin, showing scars
organs soft, rotted through
Sunburn has stricken you
I can feel the heat on my face
I can see the change in my state
psycokinesis is just a game
cooking, in and out
tearing, hear me shout
scared stiff,
wide eyed
open mouth, voice died
sun rays, so strong
thought I could take it
I was wrong
I must be dreaming ya right
My finger nails are black as night
I hate this day
I wish it would go away
I wish it had never come
but I'm already sunburned
Oh God I can feel the heat
Big bubbly blisters , all over my body
too much pain to even move
I know what I am, I'm a sun God
or a man from the sun
I can shoot
fire from my finger tips
Oh the agony,
'and the peeling
Such bright color, I mind as well be a lobster
I can just see it
claws ripping throught my hands'
urthru popping out my ass
I'll crawl away slowly
slowly ,
and die in the sand
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INTENSE REDEEMED BLOOD
In the vast of winter days
cold became the glaze
of winters eyes of storm
glaring at me
Standing on a pier I see
a frozen ocean mirror and myself is a sight of gleam
To free this land of paranioa
is a hope in which I seek
Victimized I'am with this superficial dream
There seems to be no enlightment
in this reeking blood I bleed
The type is scars and must be healed
for I can spiritually see
The chill of the air
nearly matches my heart
a heated red toucing blue
In these iced thoughts
and hardend love
My future holds no view
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NEVER DRYS
I can still feal it in me
I can still feel it on me
the plaque that lives and grows deep within
I still try to hold it
yet its so hard to hold it
I keep it in my box of sins
I can't take it no longer
I can't take it no longer
The pain that lives and breathes deep in me
but it makes me stronger
it is stonger and weaker than me
and I still try to hold this yet its
so hard to hold this
I have to keep it deep in me
and I dont
want to do this yet
I still gotta do this
My impulse is stonger and quicker than me
I'm laughing cause I know
The power in my eyes
I'm laughing cause I know
that water never drys
We're laughing cause we know
the power in our eyes
We're laughing cause we know
that water never drys
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THAW
Wasting all my time and space
then another takes my place
from you, you fucking bitch
I hope you rot in hell
that's the kind
of heat you'll need
to melt the frozen
seed you breed in mye
you fucking bitch
carnivorous whore
wasting all my mind, my life
my love, my heart, my sight, my pride
then you look at me like
I should blow it off
The think thats there you fail to see
is the black, black hate and you and you
only cause in me
The pounding and the suffacting,
the blaming and the hateful raging and you are so intimidating
looking at the time that's lost and the things gone wrong
I look at you like your just another slut.
Thaw Bitch Thaw
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FOR THE SAKE OF
Kill For the sake of killing
Feel For the sake of feeling
Run For the sake of running
Live For the sake of living
Laugh For the sake of laughing
Cry For the sake of crying
Love For the sake of loving
Die For the sake of dying
Hide For the sake of hiding
Lie For the sake of lying
Pound For the sake of pounding
Hate For the sake of hating
Just For The Sake
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INSIDE
I've been crying all of my life
Crying inside, and I've
been trying all of my life
Trying to hide
Yes, those are tears
Yes, thats my face
Yes, thats my fear
No, I never feel safe
So don't trust my smile
it's only there to trick you
look into my soul
I have some thing to show you
Look into my soul
I have something to show you
I've been crying all my life
Crying inside
I've been trying all my life
trying to hide
hide the tears
and hide my face
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THE GOBLIN WARS
Directly out of Angband the Goblins march
You can hear them coming
You can hear thier song
The Black, The Black
Down To Goblin Town you go my lad
and so the Goblins marched on
High thier flag was hung
and there Glaurung hung above
following thier song
Glaurung, so strong
Father of Dragons
so old but powerful
Dragon of gold
Breathing death and a heart so cold
Great Worm
Swish swash crush smash
Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad!
Grip grab pinch nab
Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad!
Clash smack whip crack
Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad!
Pound pound far underground
Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad!
Beat bash Goblins laugh
Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad!
Crash sanp the deep crack
Down, Down to Goblin Town you go my lad!
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CLEAN
We are like clouds kissing in the sky
Our kisses make rain, the love in moms eye
Life flows like water, by and by
Age is like ice
it makes life a dream
Then soon death comes
and turns you into steam
We remodel the mind and recycle the soul
Your a precious process like H2o
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COSMIC SYNCRONY
The lunerous signs
that are built in our eyes
and the sky as it shines
is the map of our minds
all comes to him who hustles while he waits
a man must move on to experience his fate
wisdom is knowing when to speak
it can be a struggle
thinking of things
nothing is good or bad
thinking makes it so
a holographic picture
of the body and the soul
The jist behind the gesture
is one thats well worthy laughing
if there is an answer
its well worth asking
Its a universal rehearsal
a rehearsal reversal
it's a fictional fact
tracendtal meditation
the meaning of life and death
1997
The imagination
the social vision
why do we dream
the soul is a rainbow
the eyes are the window and
time is a two way street
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HOOD WINK
I feel blueish and a little sunk
what's so treatning, yet it will come
who can be so blind of this trickery
how can you know the greatest heresy
You'll start social madness if I decide to were my hat
with eyes of guilt you wont see that
I'am with, with drawn I withhold what's within
Your without witness and cannot bring me in
I have purple eyes and silver tongue
My teeth remain firm as I eat the sun
my magic charms as the light of the moon
I walk freely away from your statue
The fire is burning
but the ash won't be me
And with eyes of guilt
you wont see me
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THOUGHT I WAS DEAD
A thought thats caught in my head
I think that I'm better off dead
Come along and step inside
heel to heel toe to toe
Go until I can't take no more
My feet lift and I disapear in the smoke
my wings spread and I fly over the world
I knew it was a man that was buried deep inside me
I tried to wear a mask but
I knew it could'nt hide me
I tried to express all the things inside me
tried to close my eyes knew it couldn't blind me
I Thought I was Dead I Thought I was Dead
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VINCULUMN BREVE
Nerves to the bone
someone say open a bottle of Tensor Tympani
Cheers to the days of melancholy
Vinculumn Breve
comes like russet weeds
It creeps it's what is up our sleeve
It sneeks in our auditorys
panics cavitys
It's not a disease
makes you want to dance
Vinculumn Breve
sounds of a rhythymic trance
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SAID LET IT BE DEAD
Distract, attack, destroy,
Im a double layered poker player
looking good and living good
not looking like I'm living good
Forget the facts you know
The chance you had before
Shit I can't ignore
can't take no f***ing more
Deduct the ones you f***ed
remember to erupt
look up to number one
here comes another one
So let it be done
let it be said
let it be dead
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FAITH
Let us chew on your unholy hearts.
Dear God, don't let this, don't let the war start.
The fire is lit.
match thrown away.
Earth down to ashes .
This is the day.
Spirits roar and cry.
Along with man they fight and they die.
Enough tears to make rivers.
Sorrow, for many a day.
The book of life holds every good name.
The only day it will stop is the day your saved.
Don't cry on my shoulder.
Hear my words, bid them well.
Jesus is our savior.
Keep faith or persish in hell.
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FOR LIFE
I'm wasting my time in lying
on this bed and crying
remembering unwanted dreams
a holographic projected scream
my thought tears a wound in my imagery
and full is the moon
as my eyes can see
how can I forget what I've yet to see
The past always coming to me
The present always pounding at me
Of a vindictive nature
and surrounded by chaos
always searching for something to stop it
This day just felt so long ago
with no memory of hope
astral burst of every day
universe, remodeling
How can I forget what I've yet to see
the past always coming to me
The present always pounding at me
Light is the weapon against darkness
sound is the weapon against quiet
fire galaxy stars away
in a cloud of black and gray for life.
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3:00 AM
Dear Diary it was 3:00 am
I took a walk through the woods
where I'd never been
All I could hear
was myself walking on leaves
The wind blew hard
through the leaves on the trees
it was very dark
I really couldnt see
till this tree reached down
and put it's arms around me
I was hoisted high into the air
all of the trees continued to stare
I started to feel funny
for the most part weak
Then a word of authority
powered to speak
I heard with my ears
it was mostly in my head
I didn't know whether I was alive
or whether I was dead
The trees assured me
I'd be fine
as long as I wrote
this diary of thier time
The time of their existance
Their pressence in me
The time of their possesion
The possesion of a tree
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S.O.L.
When your gasping for air
wondering what went wrong
trying to catch your breath
wondering what you've done
I dont see as a person who is down on thier luck
I just see as a victim who is shit out of luck
Wondering what to do
Wondering while I kill you
Wondering what to say
Wondering what might save you
Dont think that I'am crazy
Don't think that I'am nuts
just see yourself as some who is just shit out of luck
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JUSTIFIABLE HOMICIDE
Happily I cry with terror you ask why your life is mine for you the end of time
Now you get what you deserve, should'nt bet without thought first
Some thing you'll regret Give you something you wont forget
Justifiable Homicide
Im along for that ride
Justifiable Homicide
The justice that is mine
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THE THREE OF US
It's just the three of us , me you ,and evil
We can have fun just killing the time
You've ever heard of asylum sports?
Listen to the vampire song that satan hums
He temps to wet your whistle with redrum
This is a verse from the song the three of us
Evil loves me I think that's what I think he said
Evil loves me I think that's what I think he said
Hatred is the key to the ignition of sin
Accelerate the deed and you'll drift in
Hatred is the key to the ignition of sin
Accelerate the deed and you'll drift in
Evil has'nt touched me until I touch you
Evil has'nt touched me until I touch you
Hey, The Three of Us
Hey, The Three of Us
The Three of Us
Hatred is the key to the ignition of sin
Accelerate the deed and you'll drift in
Hatred is the key to the ignition of sin
Accelerate the deed and you'll drift in
It's the theme into the climax
You know what I mean ,you use an ax
Hey, The Three of Us
Hey, The Three of Us
The Three of Us
It's just the three of us , me you ,and evil
We can have fun just killing the time
You've ever heard of asylum sports?
Listen to the vampire song that satam hums
He temps to wet your whistle with redrum
This is a verse from the song the three of us
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NO PAIN IN FANTASY
Lie to me, dont get me real
I feel no pain in fantasy
Drive over me in Caspers car
I can get back up and start over again
Just as long as the bad couldnt be wrong
Thier is no chance for good to be right
Who made that up anyway?
In dire need of water
for what purpose is the thirst
Dizzy sensless cycle
I think I ll just stand my ground
Reread myself reread myself
Story freaks me out makes me laugh
Helps it all to go some where
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AN ESCAPE I ALLOWED
Here he comes from around the way
keeps on chasing me everyday
He keeps a runnin never turns back
never looks ahead just stays right on track
Monkey see monkey do
you do the monkey and the monkey does you
one two how many do you do
you find the numeral that shines on you
It shows your addiction
It shows your lust
for alcohol and for drugs
be it pills be it dust be it a needle
all three if you must
He keeps a runnin comin along
He keeps a runnin comin on strong
He keeps a runnin never loses track
The mokeys on my back
Im highly on drugs
and theres no doubt
Im real flakey and im real far out
nothing in my head theres semen on my brain
semen of the mokey leaving a permanent stain
I got the mokey on my back
Hes clawing at my nack and my head
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THROUGH BITCH
Dont ever think you know more than i know
cause I know you better than you know yourself
I still remember what you said
No matter what happens we will always be friends
Your giving me your bullshit
driving me up a wall
Driving me to drink
Pushing me to fall
I dont need another fucking problem like you
I've got three words for you were fucking through
We're through bitch
Your making me crazy I hate myself
your giving me pressure
bother someone else
I dont need another fucking problem like you
I've got three words for you we're fucking through
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NEVER SMILE
Super senseless words in with a twist
Im in from the rain and them Im out through the mist
I will get to the end of the rainbow
I will see through the eyes of the sparrow
I will walk through the door where time goes
I will fly to the sky where only God knows
I wont mention the howls and the growls
of the wolves and the priests
Inmoral thought with a linguistic twist
I feel my brain trippin and it risks
I will walk through the door where time goes
I will fly to the sky where only God knows
Never gonna laugh never gonna smile
Im Never gonna laugh Im never gonna smile
Never gonna laugh or smile
I will walk through the door where time goes
I will fly to the sky where only God knows
I wont mention the howls and the growls
of the wolves and the priests
Its all the same thing all the time anyway
the same shit same thing all the time same place
and when im down on my kness and im praying
and im begging for God to please start saving me
from all these things that Im seeing
and the crazy shit that I believe in
Damm I keep having flashbacks
I step back and my mind cracks
From the bright light Im blind in the night time
Can you see whats on my face?
Can ya tell whats on my mind?
Can ya figure it out yet?
Are you ready to accept?
My madness is in your face
My attack is to penetrate
My brain halucenates
I will make you feel all of my pain!
My Pain!!
Its the kind of my pain
wont you try the chemical
that operates my mind
it goes around tender places all of the time
you stoled my mind
then ya stoled my mind
then ya stoled my face
then ya stoled my name
then ya stoled my hate
Stoled my hate!!
Never gonna laugh never gonna smile
Im Never gonna laugh Im never gonna smile
Never gonna laugh or smile
I will walk through the door where time goes
I will fly to the sky where only God knows
I wont mention the howls and the growls
of the wolves and the priests
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LABRYNTH
Do not forget who we are
We need to connect
With the inner guidance
The need to survive
in this labrynth of life
The strings of the halographic universe
Makes into puppets
Creating the world of conciousness
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GOT TO DO IT SLOW
See this is what I got when I shut my eyes
All of thoughts mind
This is what I want when I clinch these fists
All I want to do is slit these wrists
All there is to be dead
All of you has me said
Cant you even care
The anguish isn’t fare
All the things of my blood
The anguish of my blood
Can stop my blood
The anguish in my blood
And now your going to die
And don’t explain to me why
The hate in my eyes
To take your life
I hate you
All the things Im going to do
You pissed me off my blood
The chance you ever had
My attitude just grows
It’ so hard to let you go
All the hate in life
My pain won’t go
You cannot go
It’s so hard to let you go
I hate you that fucking bad
You make me that fucking mad
All this will be dead
It’s been so fun
Got to f**k it slow
Got to do it slow
The harder as you go
My head it hits your thought
Never I’ll be caught
Who’s the fucking boss?
I’m ordering you
Somewhere I’m through
And even if it aint true
I’ll be right there after you
I’ll kick your ass after
Show your ass my thoughts
Bury you around
Make you merry down
Make your fucking life
Take you fucking down
Kick your ass in the after life
Then ya blame me
Never do you see
You’re the fucking urge
You get what you deserve
I’m about to kill you slow
Can’t make you thaw
I’ll get a fucking life and kill you in the after life
Why?
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LUCK IS CONFIDENCE
On the day that I never to question
On the way to a different dimension
I’ve seen something
That I’ll never forget
I’ve seen something that I’ve never seen yet
Clear white walls surrounding me
Once where I went away
Teasing me
Ever have stars?
Here at
Now is all gray
Can see it
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12
123
unexpectedly 23
12
123
coincidently 23
12
123
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REALM
run run run to a lake
beneath is a place called home
jump jump jump in the lake
beneath is a path home
Stuff my corpse with scented flowers
And bury me
Let me be subliminal every living thing
I’m asleep in my wake my death is dead
eons are like seconds
we are stars with the rest
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HATE YOUR HEART
Intra fear
The breaking down of things
Attention hands ability
Consolidation is the key
Never listen to your heart
Always listen to your brain
They go the same way
They do the same thing
Over the element of surprise
Always stay organized
Air water fire go where they decide
Life in your breath keeps us from death
Always listen to your brain
Never listen to your heart
They do the same thing
They go the same place
I’m an in breed ed nazi
No one can stop me
I have tricks up my sleeve
They never got me
Never listen to your heart
Always listen to your brain
They do the same thing
They go the same place
I’m Lifeless
I’m Ruthless
I’m Timeless
I’m Pointless
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CONSTITUTIONAL JUNKIES
I'm nothing but a number under the goverments power
these constitutional junkies got me flowing with anger
with their confinement and thier systematical bullshit
they flaunt thier f**king freedom
the ones that make me spit
The judge and the jury
and the people are my fury
now I'm standing on top of the world
my mother sees me there and she's waving
Constitutional Junkies
thier political monkeys
bureaucratical bullshit
you won't find that with me
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SUBLIME MIND
To choke in your sleep is a guilty conscious
To run in your sleep you know it's a sign of violence
Sublime Mind
The sycronions questions in our everyday life
Contravertious Contraversy
I've been dosing some antidote
Pictionary Dictionary
Sublime Mind
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RIDDLE MAKER
I'm walking through a garden
you've only seen in a dream or two
I don't know what makes two plus two
all I know is I know of you
So guess what's inside me
win a prize
I realize never an amswer
only lines to a riddle
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WHEN I DANCE FOR MY GOD
When I dance images of candles burn
When I dance pages of prose turn
The story tellers face is wicked
He can really give it to you
Tell it like it is
Give you the full effect
When I dance for my God
I see myself happy
I see myself naked
A Shadow of Light
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WE ARE WHAT WE ARE EVER
Across the world we are ne
Designed to go forward music deeply embedded in you
Targeted Breaking Points
Symbolic Communication
The look the feel
We are what We are ever
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MISSING TIME & MISSING TOYS
The void omitts thinks little of us
Not now present truly living acquantance
I have no earthly trust I have no compass to find it's just
Missing time and missing toys
The common place that inspires hope
not now present catcth the coming rope
The clock swings slow
Its coming shows oblivion Oh
Missing time and missing toys
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VANDALED WATERS
It takes tens of thousands of years to be
and we can destroy it in a blink of the eye
Water is overloaded with our pollution
Alot of uses for our sacred water
Ruined waters Ruined waters
but still the same they may die
Vandaled valueble value valuation
Vamp the valueless valve
and the finger points to many
visionless discorded over
Man Age Ment
they may die
Vandaled Waters
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SOUL MIRROR
You can see yourself in my eyes
I will tear in and see myself die
I can not figure why I should try
your not enough for me to see
Look into these eyes dont that amaze me
Look into them see whats in side me
Put on my feet and you will fall down
your not enough for me you see
Picture perfect why so louzy to find
You will not find mine its a horror of anguish
This ones aint mine it dont exist
A home thats a home where I'll have to go to
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